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Name: Bonnie Gender: Female
Interests: Being with my husband, hanging out with my family and friends, (grass-based dairy) farming, playing almost any sport, especially volleyball, softball, and raquetball, but most anything in season, shooting sports (both bow and firearms), playing piano, singing, driving, playing around on the computer...lots of stuff. Expertise: I'm not an expert at anything. I think those who call themselves experts (who are less than 100 years old) usually are out of touch with day-to-day common sense and common values. Occupation: Wife, farmer Industry: Agricultural/Medical
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Member Since:
5/10/2005
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| Well, I guess I should update, since it's been almost 3 months.
Hmmm, news?
The car that I had bought (without having Andrew or Luke look at, stupid me) needs a new transmission, so we're going to put a used transmission in it, sell it, and go back to Andrew's Mazda. I'm never picking out a car by myself again!
Andrew and I are going through Dave Ramsey's Financial Peace University at our church. I've been through it once before, this is so we can be on the same page, financially thinking. We're working on setting up a budget today.
The cows are dried off now, and no calves for at least a month, I hope. The cheese keeps me busy though.
Albert got me interested (to put it lightly) in a Star Wars game on his Xbox, so I like going to Hovingh's and playing it whenever I can (which is Saturday afternoons).
That's all I can think of for now.
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| This is a poem I wrote on Sunday, November 27th, 2006, from a different perspective, about the same dream (see November 27th's blog) (not personal experience, just a dream):
Baby girl, you're all I have; your father left me long ago. The "doctor" brought you into this world, But now he won't let you go.
The Judge said you could come early and the doctor and nurse whisked me out behind the courthouse, the "performed the surgery" but when you came, they began to spout.
I hear weeping in the darkness beyond the makeshift clinic. I wonder who it could be. But I don't have the time to notice it, because the "doctor" and "nurse" exclaim, "Gee!"
"She's breathing a little bit yet," they whispered. "I know, but don't let the mother see." "What a beautiful baby girl" are the words I'll never forget. But they decided, for their professions' sake, a fetus it should be.
"This extra tissue has caused you enough pain, you don't want to see it now. Let us take care of it, to care is insane. It's not a real baby." they vow.
Then out of the darkness beside the makeshift clinic a blond-haired fool rushes to me. She grabs you, little girl, from the "doctor", a mimic, and brings you, my baby, for me to see.
You are perfectly formed, ten fingers and toes, and a little red mop of wet hair; Your father's Korean eyes, and my Irish nose, and all I can do is just stare.
As you gasp for breath with your underdeveloped lungs, I realize, my great shame the awful wrong I have done.
The blond-haired fool who brought you to me whispers, "What a beautiful baby." I week when you take your last breath, your arms and your legs hang limply.
The blond-haired fool throws her arms around me, and weeps along while I cry. She gently whispers, "You've committed a sin, but there is a greater tragedy than to cause one to die."
To reject the Holy Spirit now; to not give Christ your life; to continue in your sin, and die without God; it is too great a price.
The words pierced my heart because the LORD had worked there before. Now I gave not only my life, but also my soul, to the LORD.
As I stand here before you little grave, my heart is still wrenched, but it is clean. What my LORD has planned for my life; how He will be glorified, is yet to be seen.
But I know, like David, who also lost his babe, That I'm going to Heaven where, I'll see my LORD, and you, someday.
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| What a horrible dream! I dreamed that I was behind a courthouse, and the judge had just ruled that this girl could have an abortion. She walked out of the back of the courthouse flanked by a so-called doctor and nurse who had set up two rows of chairs as an "operating table" with some cardboard for "privacy". My first thought was, "It's probably more sterile here, in this dirty alley, than in most abortion "clinics".
I couldn't interfere because the judge had said it was legal; so I just fell on my face and wept while the baby was delivered, whole, completely formed, and looking just like a newborn baby. The only difference was, it wasn't breathing too well, and the "doctor" didn't do anything about it. He and the "nurse" alternately referred to it as a baby and as "extra tissue". They praised the "beauty" of the aborted baby, but he wouldn't let the mother hold the beautiful baby girl as it tried to breath with it's underdeveloped lungs.
I wanted so badly to knock the "doctor" and "nurse" aside, take the baby in my arms, and let the mother hold it one last time. I wanted to tell her that, even though this was murder, that it's not the worst sin, the worst sin would be to reject the Holy Spirit. And as she wept over her loss, the dying baby which she was not even allowed to hold or look at, she was on the verge of accepting Christ as her Savior and begging forgiveness.
This is a real dream; which I, Bonnie Esther, dreamed on Sunday morning, November 26th, 2006. Please forward this to everyone you know, and perhaps we will save some lives here on earth, the Lord will save some souls, and the Lord will be glorified.
Thank you.
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| I guess I should update. It's been 2 months. Poo. Andrew and I are settled in our apartment. Right down the the quilted plaq of Provberts 3:5-6 lovingly made by Kim Heistand for our wedding present on her hospital bed! The Lord's given us everything we need and so much more! Every time we named something we wished we had (a set of end tables, for example, which we only had one and had three lamps to use) , He provided it for us. We STARTED our in our apartment bringing a bed, a tv/vcr/dvd player, a rocking chair, a computer system and chair, and a maple kitchen table and chairs (bought at a garage sale for $40). We now have 4 end tables (free!), a couch (free!), a computer desk (free!), an entertainment center ($40, two dressors (free!), folding table and chairs, a christmas tree (garage sale $10), and a microwave (free!). All (except the garage sale stuff) given to us by servants of our LORD Jesus Christ! *********** Yeah! Gas prices are going down! Great news about the huge oil deposit newly found under the Gulf of Mexico! *********** Andrew's working for a computer systems company called ISG in Holland, MI. He is doing what he likes to be doing: writing code on a computer! I'm working for the family farm 5-6 days a week yet. I have a jeep, Andrew has a little zoom car which get's better mileage than my jeep, so I get to drive his car back and forth on non-market days. On market days, I use my jeep for the space to bring tables, a tent, coolers full of cheese and meat and eggs. *********** Nope, for those of you who ask (even as a joke), we're not having children yet. Not for a couple years. We are debt free (Thank You Jesus, and thanks also to Dave Ramsey's program), and wish to stay that way. We are living in an apartment until we can build up some credit (neither of us have a credit card on our account) and some cash for a downpayment on a house. Then, after we move into our own house, then we'll think about children. ********** Yeah, yeah, I know, all this boring, real life stuff from the stuffy, old, married lady. Well, TOUGH! It's life. Get used to it. I will write a more funny blog when I'm tired. I assure you. Supper's about ready. I need to go set the table and kiss my husband.
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| Well, I'm hitched. For anyone who might possibly not know, his name is Andrew Esther. The wedding, I'm told, was beautiful. I don't remember much of it because, I'm sure you'll forgive me, my focus was on one person, not the whole wedding. We chose the date, but the Lord made the day a beautiful sunny day (a little on the warm side, but the guests were cool because they had fans on them). We got married in a chapel that my Grandpa Meerman built that is right on the farm. Then we had a carriage ride from the farm to Grand Valley Baptist Church where the reception was. We were at the reception for a bit, then snuck off to a weekend at the Shack in Jugville, MI. We'll take a better, longer honeymoon later in the year or next year. And no, I'm not telling you where we're going. (It's not Mongolia.) I don't have pictures on the computer yet, so I'll have to torment you all by saying, "soon" I'll have them up. I'm going to try to get them up on the farm website by the end of next week.
We've been married for two weeks and a day, I love Andrew Esther, I love being his wife, and I praise and thank God for giving me this hunk of wonderful Christian man to have and belong to!
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